Monday, October 18, 2010

I'm So Ronery

I'm So Lonely Ronery
So lonely ronery
So lonely ronery and sadly sadry alone arone.....
Lyrics from Team America...hilarious movie (just make sure the kids aren't up when you watch it) and in case you don't find the humor from the text and think I am crazy google it and watch the youtube video, just beware there is excessive amounts of foul language in the movie!

Anyway, I am having a rotten day.  Nothing major going on, just kind of down.  The biggest thing is that I miss my husband.  He has been gone for 3 out of the past 4 months.  And this is just the beginning of it.  Soon enough he will be gone for an entire year.  Yikes!  I know we will survive, but I miss talking to him every night, I miss seeing him everyday and it breaks my heart when the girls cry for him and there is nothing I can do to make them feel better  :(

I know I have a long journey ahead of me and it won't always be easy and I know that there will be days when I just feel like giving up, laying down, and basically keeling over.

But you know what?

 
 In the end Success will be mine!  Just not tonight, I am going to have a pity party by myself and be a brand new person in the morning!
 

11 comments:

elizabeth @ twelvecrafts said...

Every person deserves a nice big pity party now and then!

I'm so sorry though . . . you will get through it, but that doesn't mean you have to like it!

Green Willow Pond said...

Awwww Kenzie. Sorry you're feeling sad. That must be so hard.


Keep busy with those projects to make the time fly by. Keeping you in my prayers my friend.

Kara said...

Kenzie you are so strong. Although you are having a well-deserved pity party,you have faith and a love so strong that you know you will pull through. Maybe you can make a journal for your hubby?? Dumb idea?? And every time you would "normally" talk to him and cant, write it down. Then you can give it to him when you see him next, or just keep it for yourself. :) Just an idea.

Prayers and positive thoughts with you

Jan @ bobbypins boardwalk said...

Kenzie, I'm sure sorry you're feeling blue. It must be the moon or something as I confess that I feel lousy also. I didn't even get out of my PJs today, and I know that's BAD!!! You have every right to miss that hubby of yours and sometimes it's okay to just give yourself a day to pout. I think in my case, I just miss my kids. (sigh). OK -- tomorrow is another day and God gives us a fresh start every 24 hours.

Cynthia said...

Ugh. That is certainly pity-party worthy. I'm sorry that it has to be that way for you guys right now.

claudia b said...

I love that song :D

I am sorry you are going through this. Hugs, I hope you feel better soon!

Angie said...

I'm so sorry! I am a needy wife (in the sense that I need to spend a lot of time with my hubs). I can't imagine. I hope it gets easier!

Coree said...

So sorry Seeester! Love you!!!

Helena said...

I am so sorry that you're going through this!

Sarah said...

What a bummer! Don't feel bad for your pity party -- we all deserve one now and then!! I hope this gets easier for you though :) (and I love that picture!)

Mrs. Fine said...

And won't that success feel great? Rock on, sista! Stick it out and maybe you too can do a fist pump on the beach and inspire bloggers 'round the world! Seriously, though -- stick it out! You can do it! :-)

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